Who moved my cheese?

I realized that little book applies to my life now...

I found my cheese. I didn't think it was possible to find the cheese I found, so I was completely blind to the supply of cheese getting smaller and smaller... When it was gone, I was shocked... I stuck around and hoped the cheese would come back some how. I wanted my cheese back, nothing else was enough.
But I was the mistaken mouse.. I should have gotten my running shoes on and kept looking for cheese, all the while knowing that one day, as long as I kept moving, I would find my cheese again.

We want to savor the good things we come by in life.. But unfortunately, life's good things seem to come in waves. Waiting for another wave to come will only leave you alone and frustrated. You have to keep going and let the waves come to you...
Even though I found the best cheese there is, its gone-and there's nothing I can do about it.
So I can't let myself sit at my cheese hut and wait for cheese to come back, I have to continue my life the way I was before I found my cheese.

When I come across my cheese again, I will stop and enjoy it, while I can...

I kind of

want to get on facebook again. but when i think about what i could do instead, when i make just the smallest extra effort to entertain myself, I think of great things.. like making tea and getting my journal out or reading. hey, maybe i can draw. i need the practice. who knows?
whatever I end up doing instead of facebook, it still just comes down to the fact that i'm without activity this evening-

which is actually okay with me.

hello definition of awesome

Up state NY

is absolutely gorgeous. I've been here all week.
Super great mountains, fields, forests, streams, lakes, rivers, sunsets and stars.
You guys should check it out.

whaaaaa

Last night

I got really full of some ice cream and drove down to the mall to see my friend who works in a skate shop. He gave me boxes from the back of the store so I could start packing :) Then I hung out there for a while, and decided to fill out an aplication.
They said they need more girls to work there, which sounds good cuz i'd much rather work with mostly boys-any day. Girls are weird and take shit personally.
Then a new friend of mine walked in and applied with me. haha it was a great time. I was there for like two hours.
I hope I get the job.

Not only

Did my roommate wake me up from a lovely dream, but she also took the silverwear out of the freaking kitchen. WTCRAP

i had to mix my coffee with a rubber spatula thing my dad gave me. i'm going to the thrift store and buying a fucking spoon.

ONE MORE WEEK